January 2010
right,
i’m getting away from this town and all the stupid people in it for a few days and i’m not going to take my laptop, so hope you all have a fabulous weekend and i’ll be back on monday :)
my life is pathetic.
gonna drink lots of water to calm me down, change my bed sheets, take all this make up off, read some hp fanfiction and then sleep for 5 hours.
go to university, sit through 7 hours of lectures, then get out of this city.
skeksis asked: This isn't really a question, so much as it is a reaching out.
I relate to you on a lot of levels, I know what it's like to constantly be shuffled aside for someone else like one of those sliding puzzles, what it's like to systematically try to destroy yourself, and because of that I know that there aren't any magic words.
I know that when people...
I relate to you on a lot of levels, I know what it's like to constantly be shuffled aside for someone else like one of those sliding puzzles, what it's like to systematically try to destroy yourself, and because of that I know that there aren't any magic words.
I know that when people...
i just went for a walk.
with nothing except my key. it’s almost 1am, and i just walked around my city for a bit crying my eyes out. i realised that after everything i’ve been through and everything i’ve done to try and escape from it all, a whole new life, quite literally, nothing’s changed. i’m still exactly the same girl i always was. always running away. the stupid thing is that if i had...
i wish i knew what was wrong with me.
what makes me so repulsive to guys, always the girl to start somethign with but never give your heart to. never good enoguh, never thin enough, never cool enough.
i really wish i knew
the guy i’ve pretty much been in love with for the past 4 months has got a girl in his room. a beautiful, blonde, thin girl. it’s just gone midnight and she’ll be here until who knows when. he locked his bedroom door behind him.
how am i supposed to sleep now?
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strangerslikeme:
crunkitupkait:
brittanykick:
themulsss:
hungryhippo:
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that’s because he is. dur dur
He laid down his leather jacket and they sat by...
sometimes we take chances, sometimes we take pills
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sometimes i wish i was dead.
I really hate guys.
I hate how much control they have over me, how they can make me feel fantastic and then like crap two minutes later. I hate the cheeky smiles and the winks that make me feel like my legs have turned to jelly, and i hate the passing comments which make me question my whole existence. I hate how i can spend hours over analysing something which means nothing to them but the world to me. I hate how...
Anonymous asked: How many people have you kissed?
skins tonightttttt :)
i can't ask for help,
sometimes i really think i need it, professional help i mean. i’d love to be able to go to the doctors and sit down and just tell them everything. every little thought i have about food and weight, or killing myself, or how some days i just feel like the weight of the world is about the crash down on me. i’m terrified that they wouldn’t believe me. they’d think i’m...
we're after the same rainbow's end.
binge and purge.
i have broken my phone,
so to cheer myself up i’m going to go to hmv and buy breakfast at tiffany’s and get some cake or chocolate :)
all i know is that you're so nice, you're the...
queen of procrastination.
instead of sleeping i stayed up and made cookies with him, whils drinking copious amounts of vodka and lambrini (very classy).
slept in until 1pm
watched big brother
drank a lot of tea
and now i’m back in bed.
so instead of starting and finishing one of my 3000 word essays so i’d actually be ahead in class for once, and instead of tidying my room, going to the bank, packing and...
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lottieeeee:
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Did you say it? 'I love you. I don't ever want to...
These days most people have replaced almost all...
The Smiths: There Is A Light That Never Goes Out.
Empty hearts hurt more than empty stomachs.
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the perks of living in a mixed sex flat.
walking in on your godlike flatmate half naked :)
my tattoo really itches. bad times :(
“I’d like to grow up and be beautiful. I know it doesn’t matter, but it doesn’t...”
– Kirsten Dunst (via quote-book)
sliding doors.
ever have those moments where you can see exactly how your life would have been, had you made that choice.
this time last year i told a boy i didn’t love him. i didn’t, i cared for him sure, but love? i’m still uncertain. now i see him with the girl he’s been with for 10 months, talking about holidays and getting a cat together and it just makes me sad, because maybe if...
i don't ever want to feel like i did that day.
he asked me if i wanted a hug and i said no.
urgh wtf is wrong with me?